We have lots of wonderful, delicate ornaments on the tree this year, but this one is my favorite. I lobbied to decorate the whole tree in nothing but NASCAR (except for the 18 car), but that didn't fly. I have to confess that we are not as filled with the Christmas spirit as in years' past; however, we did take some steps forward this year compared to last. We decorated a tree, put up Christmas things throughout the house, watched holiday movie favorites and even hosted a Christmas party. But, it's hard to celebrate and focus on the birth of one child while the absence of your own is constantly put before you. Still, we do these things now recalling how Paul enjoyed them. Paul really got into tree decorating. He loved unwrapping the ornaments as if they were little presents. I can't recall now who gave us this ornament, but thank you. It brought a smile to all our faces knowing how Paul would have loved unwrapping it and finding just the right spot on the tree.
Monday, December 22, 2008
We have lots of wonderful, delicate ornaments on the tree this year, but this one is my favorite. I lobbied to decorate the whole tree in nothing but NASCAR (except for the 18 car), but that didn't fly. I have to confess that we are not as filled with the Christmas spirit as in years' past; however, we did take some steps forward this year compared to last. We decorated a tree, put up Christmas things throughout the house, watched holiday movie favorites and even hosted a Christmas party. But, it's hard to celebrate and focus on the birth of one child while the absence of your own is constantly put before you. Still, we do these things now recalling how Paul enjoyed them. Paul really got into tree decorating. He loved unwrapping the ornaments as if they were little presents. I can't recall now who gave us this ornament, but thank you. It brought a smile to all our faces knowing how Paul would have loved unwrapping it and finding just the right spot on the tree.

4 Comments:
Merry Christmas, Saxons.
Wes Null
You guys have really been in my thoughts and prayers during these holidays. That won't ever change.
Merry Christmas, dear Saxon family, and wishes for a blessed and joy-filled 2009 for you all, even as your hearts miss your precious Paul. What a wonderful celebration Christmas may be in heaven . . .
Much love from Dallas.
It was difficult to get into the "decorating" mode around our house this year, for various and sundry reasons other than yours. 2008 was just a difficult year. I always enjoy reading your posts and appreciate your candor. Will continue to pray for your family.
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